Woke up with a thought of you

Im not sure why today i woke up and he came into my head.. Its been exactly 2 weeks since we broke up.. But i woke up today with tears running down my face.. I know my love for him is slowly fading.. Thanks to my friend and to "him" i've been standing on my own to feet.. Finally...

I guess today is just one of those bad days..

I remember 3 days before we broke up, i was walking around the city.. just looking around.. and out of a sudden i found myself at this game shop in the city.. You see for weeks ive been to game shops looking for a white PSP for him... And every shop i go to they would say "im sorry, they dont make white PSP anymore" .. obviously leaving me in a more frustration mood.. so soon after that i gave up..until 3 days b4 we broke up..i knew there's no way i could get that white PSP but i tried anyways just to try my luck.. and guess what.. there was.. the last in stock.. the only thing came out of my lips was "i would like to get it".. finallly i found it.. and in my mind all i could hear and imagine was his expression when i give it to him.. i was trilled and excited.. i called him straight away and told him i had a suprise for him.. He kept asking what it was but i didnt wanna tell.. plus i wanted to suprise him by going to _____ to give it to him personally..

But guess what? we broke up the day after our 3 months anniversary.. so basically i have no idea what to do with the PSP atm.. tried to keep it and just forget about it but everytime i look inside my cupboard i see a box wrapped in gold paper.. its been hard for that couple of days.. so i decided to ask my aunt to hide it.. somewhere that i wouldnt look.. But im glad my feelings for him are slowly fading.. cause theres no point to be in love with him still when i know there would never be an "us" again..

Im glad both of us left it a good note and apologize.. ive gotten over everything that had hurt me.. and slowly starting a new journey..

How i would wish to tell him what i feel but i choose not to.. Im glad we r still friends in someways..and im glad his gotten over me.. Im going through each day without tears running down.. and im happy that i could finally stand up again..

I wish him the best of luck with everyhting and hopefully to see each other soon once again..